I would like to tell you of a couple of experiences that have happened over the past few days. How spirits sends us messages to show that we are still connected, they can hear and see what is happening in our life NOW.
A little bit of background my dog “Prince” a welsh corgi, passed in 1980. My grandmother “Ella” passed in 2005.
Last Thursday, I had a phone call from my father advising me my mum had gone back to hospital after a fall that she had the previous Saturday; she tripped and fell head first into a door frame. A large bump instantly appeared followed by a black eye. The stress of packing and moving to a new home after 35 years may not have assisted her. I decided to go and support them. I packed a few belongings and set off to The Mountains. We spent a day at the hospital and after rounds of tests she was discharged and we went home. I decided to stay a few days as this gave methe opportunity to say goodbye to the family home, reminisce and let go.
Even though I had only spent 5 years full time at the home and then set off on my adventures around the world, gotten married and had children, it was always there as a safe place to land if needed. Our dog “Prince” a Welsh corgi part of the family when we first arrived at this house I had a special bond with him. As I grew up, if I was feeling sad or wanted a friend he was there, my friend to tell my stories too. He would love his chest being rubbed and it would make his back leg shake uncontrollably with joy. I never got to say a proper good bye. He wasn’t well and he hadn’t been for a few days. I got a call at work as I was 18 and travelled on the train each morning to Sydney 1.5 hrs away. Mum called to say he had passed and by the time I got home in the evening Dad had buried him. I think of him often and a few years ago I was preparing to run my first workshop “You have the power within”. I stayed at a friend who had organised the event and so taught me about crystals, auro soma and had been in the field for 20 years. She did an auro soma reading for me and she got this little dog as a vision. I told her about “Prince” she said he is holding his paw out to give you part of your soul back” she said she had not had this before. He watches over you and is returning part of your soul ~ I am not allowed near. It was very emotional moment. Time went bye and another medium has also seen Prince, it was funny because he was not real comfortable with dogs (the medium) and prince went running past him. So I know he is around me and I often feel him and sometime see him in my third eye.
Anyway, I was talking to Prince over the few days saying that he will be the only one of the family left at the house to look after the new family and this and that. Then yesterday speaking to my Mum as I had returned home 2 days before the big move she tells me a strange story. On speaking with the insurance company to tell them of the changes and to see if they are insured while in transit, the girl gets out the paper work and asks “will you be taking the DOG?” Mum replies “how old is your paper work the dog passed in 1980”. To me it was a way of telling me that he is around.....
My grandmother “Ella Kelly” also lived for 8 months with my parents at their home and I think my Dad was a favourite ~ I know that is not the said thing when you have 5 children but they had a good bond. I also learnt some major lessons through my relationship with my nanna especially at the end of her life. I spent 10 days with her just prior to her passing at a hospital very close to my home. I would nurse her/feed/ make cups of tea and we would chat about her life. I got to learn a lot over that 10 days and I learnt the lesson of forgiveness with her. She often made me feel inadequate as a child but as I know now it was that I allowed those feelings of self worth or more accurately “lack of” it was my own inner dialogue that created the feelings and with that I forgave her and myself. This was a big healing. When I said “goodbye” at the hospital I knew that this was my last time I would see her alive. We hugged and said “I love you” and I watched the ambulance go out of sight one week later I was at her funeral.
So while I was at the family home this past weekend I would again chat with Nanna, my dad had to dispose of 2 chairs that belonged to his mum and he enjoyed sitting in the garage to read the paper or experience the day. They also spent time together when she lived there for the 8 months to have to dispose of them was difficult for him and he said he apologised to her.
As we were packing clothing on the Sunday my dad bought in a suitcase and when we opened it there was a full case of her belongings. Pictures of the family and her, coins $301, 2 half pennies and a coin with a bald eagle, jumpers, hankies, new pairs of stockings and more...... again I took this as a sign she was here with us and I looked up the 301 in the Angel Numbers book ~ Doreen Virtue.
301 ~ God and the ascended masters ask you to keep your thoughts filled with love and focused upon the positive.
We are always connected and they to me are watching and guiding us on our journey.
I hope you are finding ur wings .....
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