Happy New Year. 2012 has been working in full force and I have seen so many people going through changes in relationships and emotional issues. Reassessing and coming to terms with where they are in their lives and asking the question “does this serve my higher good or should I let it go?”. I know for myself it is one to move forward... I have received helping guidance from my doctor and been to a counsellor so I have taken control of the wheel and allowed the guidance and warmth of the Divine to continue to assist me by making improved decisions for my continuing journey to WHOLENESS.
This week saw the new moon and the first day of the Chinese New Year ~ year of the Dragon. Just as many other people, I set out my intentions for the next year. I had burning ceremony in my back yard using a small bbq I purchased a few months ago. The card I drew was Relationships: My greatest relationship is with myself and our loving Creator. When this happens the rest will follow.
The final intention on my list was to have the surgery of left breast reconstruction to go successfully and in perfect time, that it is cost effective and my affirmation is “I am Perfect, Whole and Complete pain free”.
I had been told that the surgery was most likely 28th February 2012 and my husband even rang the doctor a couple of weeks ago to see how things were progressing (as I am on a list), his office advised that this seems the date. He also asked if it could be earlier/later, he was told it could be later but definitely not earlier.
Well, imagine my surprise when the hospital contacted me on Wednesday afternoon this week and they have me on the list for 31st January and the hospital staff were surprised that I was unaware of this.... after a few phone calls I was headed to the hospital to sign papers to expedite my surgery.... Oh, wow. My head was in a spin it was less than a week and moving forward....
The signs that followed on my journey still amaze me. I walked to the bus stop and in the window of the local fitness centre was “NEW TIMETABLE Feb 2012” quirky, then the bus arrives as I am still coming to terms with the speed and thoughts of what I was to go through, what I will look like, trying on new underwear and not have to have one side padded. Things you take for granted. On the Tuesday night I placed a sock to stuff the other side of my nightie visualising what it would look and feel to have both breasts, to see in the mirror an amazing transformation of 2 years with mind/body/spirit all in harmony. So, as the bus stops at the traffic lights this car pulls beside me and the sign on the rear window is “BREAST EXPRESS”... I burst out in laughter and thank the universe for hearing my wishes and bringing it to being. What I know to be true is what we say, feel and think coupled our actions we do create our reality.
ASK and then believe it will happen at the PERFECT TIME.
ASK and then believe it will happen at the PERFECT TIME.
Love & blessings
Ros Clarkson ~findingurwings
